Want you. Dont want to need you. love you. Dont love to want you.
why You? Dont know why i always CHOOSE YOU
All in all, I just want to leave you with one thing: whatever the weather be. Who says you can't see the sun on a cloudy day? I get it. You're caught up in a hurricane right now, but hurricanes DO pass. Don't let one ripple ruin all that there is in the world. The sun will come up tomorrow, I can promise you that. Don't let yourself envision there being clouds covering that sun. You need to see through. Genuinely, sincerely, best of luck to you. Be strong, fight the good fight. Cheers.
Remember that time we went golfing and i was fucking PRO and even other people were like “nice drive oh wow” thats when u should have proposed because nobody else can do that and also im AWESOME so f u
Hey. Break ups are hard but you'll get through it. I'm sorry but you'll find someone better who will appreciate you for all that you are. Stay strong and feel better, lovely <3
thank you so much :)
“I would say that I was sorry, but that I could never know what it was like to be her. Or how it hurts to smile. To hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside.” -Girl, Interrupted
I can't help myself... I still think about you all the time. What we had was short-lived, and was never what you deserved. I still feel so bad, and still regret quitting on you. Be honest with yourself though, this cat isn't like me :p I'm a one of a kind, dear. It's so strange that you posted 8 hrs ago.... I literally look at your page like maybe once or twice a month. I digress. I hope you're doing alright. I still think about you, still miss you sometimes.. I'm sorry. Take care.
i think of you from time to time as well, but ive had a broken heart since you. a real one. and it killed me more than you ever could imagine.
holy shit tumblr hey hi how are you im basically a zombie i know. but in reality i love college so much, sorta past the getting hammered every weekend thing and moving onto the “dude im gonna be a doctor” thing. im getting in touch with my super nerdy side. its getting bad, people are starting to come to me for medical advice. i secretly love it, its fine. anyways, end rant on that. quick update: love life = a joke if you count the guy im secretly in love with who doesnt know and academic life= amazing because i take adderoll to focus. college has turned me into me i guess. im kinda loving it.
my neighbor looks and sounds just like my ex drew and its so distracting i hang out with him all the time uh ohhhhhh
the worst part is when people shut down when they are feeling weak. you are going through a hard time, not dying. even though it probably feels like it. all i want is a response, ive had such vivid dreams about it. waiting for mine i guess.
last night i was at a couch fire and some of my old friends from high school asked how caleb and i were and it literally felt like the world fell out from below me an all of my progress was gone. we are done. over. finished. history. he dumped me . twice. he sat and watched me cry and didnt even try to explain. thats what happened to me and caleb. we arent speaking. i cant even tell him i miss him or try to talk about anything. i will never understand how someone can wake up one day and decide they dont love you and you just have to be okay with that and move on. why dont i get a say.
so this is from my iphone so i cant add the convenient read more button OH WELL. just wanted to update those who care:population 0. lmao well ive started going to a christian church and i love it and they love me and i feel so happy and full when im there. like everyone hugs you and asks how you are and you sing and dance to a huge band and i love it. i just do and you can judge me all you want but f it in getting baptized